Who's Gonna Save My Soul Now

It's funny. Just last week, I was in the grip of a deep depression. I had spent many day fantasizing about crashing my car into a tree so that I could be hurt just enough to take a vacation in the hospital. Crazy, maybe. But I had lost my way. Eight years, of seventy-hour work days, where my to-do-list is endless, were taking their toll. The dark circles beneath my eyes growing deeper; my creativity depleted. I felt like I was losing control, Gnarles Barkely's song stays in my mind "Who's Gonna Save My Soul Now". I realize the answer is me. Even though I am outta control--the answer still is me.